Seeker: When the Kundalini begins to rise do you ever feel it as a pain on top of the head as if somebody is pressing with their thumb hard?

Shri Mataji: Not that way. You may not. But actually with some people it could be the Kundalini pressing it out, to come out. But normally She doesn’t rise like that. She rises when you are absolutely ready for it. She comes up and goes down if you are not ready. She doesn’t stay there. This is not the way it would happen. Actually you would be surprised that those who are getting the experience of Kundalini don’t feel so much pain than the people who are helping them. It’s like a person who is getting drowned doesn’t feel so much of pain as the people who are saving them.

Because you are not connecting your conscious before realization now the other side so they can feel that the Kundalini, poor thing, it’s stuck up there. They can feel it, not you. You don’t feel anything. Actually the person who was giving you realization suffered more than you. It’s a fact. You are perfectly all right. Nothing happened to you. It’s like a person all dirty and filthy. He’s used to it. He doesn’t feel the filth. The others feel it.

Supposing there is a cancer patient he comes to you and you start helping him out with raising his Kundalini. Such heat will come out that you may have to run away outside with the door open and the whole room will get heated up but the fellow wont feel anything. It’s like a person, all dirty and filthy – used to it. He doesn’t feel the filth, the others feel it.

19878·§80-84 · 1981-10-16 · Vishuddhi & Agnya